Quoting karma_girl:

my first experience was a few years ago. It was with a couple, and that was ok. I had always found myself attracted to other girls though. I went out with this one girl for about a year and a half. I really loved her, but she had other things in her life to pursue. I still have trouble excepting who i am. You would think by now i woulden't have any problems at all, but i do. Only a few of my close friends know who i really am. That bothers me, because i try to be a really honest person and by doing this im not at all. Im such a hypocrite. My Dad is a very old fashioned man, and very hard headed. He does not like to see things any other way then the way he see's them. Which makes it very difficult for him to understand or accept. Excuses, Excuses, i know. I just don't want to live life in a bottle anymore.

my first experience was a few years ago. It was with a couple, and that was ok. I had always found myself attracted to other girls though. I went out with this one girl for about a year and a half. I really loved her, but she had other things in her life to pursue. I still have trouble excepting who i am. You would think by now i woulden't have any problems at all, but i do. Only a few of my close friends know who i really am. That bothers me, because i try to be a really honest person and by doing this im not at all. Im such a hypocrite. My Dad is a very old fashioned man, and very hard headed. He does not like to see things any other way then the way he see's them. Which makes it very difficult for him to understand or accept. Excuses, Excuses, i know. I just don't want to live life in a bottle anymore.